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29/10/24 12:18wrestling, boxing, football, fencing, skydiving, sailing. many socially acceptable activities offer a risk of injury, if not fatality. to an extent, the risk of harm is part of the enjoyment. they call you thrillseekers and adrenaline lovers.
but what of enjoying harm itself? those with harmful ideations, harmful urges, and/or have a sexual sadomasochistic interest are often viewed with suspicion - especially if you choose a socially unacceptable outlet like bdsm. they call you monsters and predators.
its all based on whether you enjoy it in a socially unacceptable manner.
people arent opposed to sadomasochistic desires - they simply dont want you to point it out as sadomasochistic desires.
but what of enjoying harm itself? those with harmful ideations, harmful urges, and/or have a sexual sadomasochistic interest are often viewed with suspicion - especially if you choose a socially unacceptable outlet like bdsm. they call you monsters and predators.
its all based on whether you enjoy it in a socially unacceptable manner.
people arent opposed to sadomasochistic desires - they simply dont want you to point it out as sadomasochistic desires.
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double whammy.
[crossposted from my kin blog]
( mentions being consensually rude to people, homicidal ideation, & kink )
[crossposted from my kin blog]
( mentions being consensually rude to people, homicidal ideation, & kink )
kiss your subconscious
26/10/24 17:011. dreams can be controlled through practice or innate ability to be a lucid dreamer. some dreams were found to be more realistic than reality, as things like peripheral vision and weak eyesight could be rid of.
2. hypnosis is a mutual effort. the one being hypnotized must be open-minded to the idea of submitting and must practice at having a blank mind on command.
3. visualization itself can be reached more easily through practice, which all of alterbeingkind likely knows about by the time any stumble upon my account so i wont describe them here. some visualizations can be done unintentionally, similar to dreams.
commonalities: the subconscious is something you can train, and training nets you the reward of crafting your own version of reality. this reality can encompass your visual schema, your mental schema, and your emotional schema.
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2. hypnosis is a mutual effort. the one being hypnotized must be open-minded to the idea of submitting and must practice at having a blank mind on command.
3. visualization itself can be reached more easily through practice, which all of alterbeingkind likely knows about by the time any stumble upon my account so i wont describe them here. some visualizations can be done unintentionally, similar to dreams.
commonalities: the subconscious is something you can train, and training nets you the reward of crafting your own version of reality. this reality can encompass your visual schema, your mental schema, and your emotional schema.
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inna world wher access lists did niot exist... cipher text comes to the rescue!
thts basically what i did for my kin blog anyhowe. simply follow these 3 steps:
1. slap your paragraph(s) of choice into a vigenere cipher
2. choose a specific cipher key that youll remember
3. paste the resulting vigenere ciphered text
presto. yqw rgo kpqa zgw vq gjwavg e lzitf euueuu pakt.
[cipher key: access]
you may test it out using the link and key to decipher my garbled sentence.
if you use this method, say "thanks simon!"
thts basically what i did for my kin blog anyhowe. simply follow these 3 steps:
1. slap your paragraph(s) of choice into a vigenere cipher
2. choose a specific cipher key that youll remember
3. paste the resulting vigenere ciphered text
presto. yqw rgo kpqa zgw vq gjwavg e lzitf euueuu pakt.
[cipher key: access]
you may test it out using the link and key to decipher my garbled sentence.
if you use this method, say "thanks simon!"
thinking about a knight
23/10/24 21:58context: i found an old post by a knightley. they apologized for not being a good friend to their version of me.
[crossposted from my kin blog]
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[crossposted from my kin blog]
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ahhh eeverywhere i look on alterbeing places i see others with cool neocities, cool blogs, rlyrly coool dreamwidths ...
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oh hi there
23/10/24 19:04hhi. hello. my old plans for this account drifted away the moment another host came to town, but im back and determined as ever.
well, not determined, but stubborn. i want to do something here! i want to ramble on and on about shit thatnobody else in the world cares about!
ah, but its scary to be known...
well, not determined, but stubborn. i want to do something here! i want to ramble on and on about shit thatnobody else in the world cares about!
ah, but its scary to be known...
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Once again, we find ourselves logging in to announce system news.
And while it was not a premeditated idea, it is very much not a coincidence that I felt drawn to sit down and have a chat here, in the midst of my personal turmoil. I'm one half of the coin - a system within a system - and I feel an inherent distance that which shields me in a rather comfy bubble from all that ails my other side.
Sometimes the negative effects bleed through.
However, we've got quite the thought-out plans. We'd done plenty of research in the past, and in the present. From the start, it's been our pickle to suckle on.
- The Pocketcat
And while it was not a premeditated idea, it is very much not a coincidence that I felt drawn to sit down and have a chat here, in the midst of my personal turmoil. I'm one half of the coin - a system within a system - and I feel an inherent distance that which shields me in a rather comfy bubble from all that ails my other side.
Sometimes the negative effects bleed through.
However, we've got quite the thought-out plans. We'd done plenty of research in the past, and in the present. From the start, it's been our pickle to suckle on.
- The Pocketcat
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